i am not good at anniversaries. i overthink them and dread them and remember them to a fault. today is one week since i buried my grandmother. today has been beyond sad for me.
i feel the weight of all my recent, and not so recent, losses. there are plenty to remember and i don't intend to rehash them now. i just need to acknowledge that i am tired and sad and that i feel like i should be able to call "time out" and keep myself from having to face any more loss. as we all know, life doesn't work that way even when it seems more than fair to wish for such a thing!
grace and peace
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