job-hunting, interviewing, making decisions, accepting a job and then...one of my beloved cats, kentucky, got hit and killed by a car and something inside me BROKE.
whatever it was that's kept me hanging on slipped away and i felt my grip on everything let go. for 4 1/2 years i've been waiting and worrying about one final thing what would break me, that would finally drive me crazy. and that once i went crazy i would never be able to get back.
i worked for 2 weeks at a job that wasn't at all what they advertised. the position wasn't the one they promised and my hours were not close to full-time so i had to leave. i've interviewed at two companies since, to no avail.
more loss. LOSS: one of my least favorite words! that, and CLOSURE!
grace and peace
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