it's not that i haven't felt like writing it's just that i've had absolutely nothing to say. yes, i made it through the holidays. they are over for one more year and i'm glad. nothing's new, nothing's changed, nothing's better nor is it worse.
i feel as overwhelmed as always and as anxious. there is so much to be done and yet after a shower i feel as if i've done all that i can do. i'm an empty well. i may not be digging any deeper but i sure can't see a way out.
it's an exhausting way to exist. it certainly doesn't feel like living.
i kinda feel like i should stick to the old adage, "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all."
grace and peace
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