i should write more, i know. i just can't seem to get it together. and anyway it seems that as soon as i get one bill paid another gets behind so i either have phones but no food or electricity and no internet, etc.
i got into a fight with 4 teenage boys in a mustang on the way home tonight and realized i was acting like a kid myself--in my tiny nissan. why did it matter to me that the driver was showing off?while he was driving irresponsibly i was never in any real danger but i reacted as if i were. i drove way too fast to get around him, and around him again, and finally got off at my exit (with him in my rearview mirror.)
i had a good day at work but my anxiety is ever-present. i just kept waiting to leave and then realized that i like it better there than i do here. ugh! sleep won't come but i'm determined to be in bed early tonight and pray with all my might that i get a good nights sleep. i could sure use one.
be patient with me and i will get back to writing on a regular basis soon...i hope.
grace and peace
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